I’m so heartbroken

Eventho the abuse has happened I feel worse that I left than staying . It’s so hard and parenting solely alone no friends and family support is even worse . I feel so lost . I’m missing him I still love him . He’s moved on I’m stuck I’ve lost everything . We ended up homeless lack of money no support or child care they want to put us in a refuge that seems even worse for me just coz of the housing situation . I feel like I can’t go on anymore 😭I am so heartbroken I can’t do this . I miss him