I totally get it!! For me, I lost my "why". Write it down and go DEEP and get REAL! An example would be... Q: Why did you join this opportunity? A: so I can stay home with my kids Q: why? A: I want to be a present mom Q: why? Etc.. Ask why a few times until you get to the bottom. Write it out and stick it somewhere you see it often! Anytime you have to do something hard or out of your comfort zone, remember your why. Hope that helps. Feel free to message me anytime! :)
Perhaps you don’t have belief in yourself, or in the future that you want. It doesn’t mean you don’t want it, but it’s easier to make excuses than take action.
I’ve been in the same situation, purchased all of the items and extra things needed to really get me into it but i cannot find the motivation to actually do it/finish it🤦🏻♀️ I’m not of any help but to let yk your not alone!