Looking for gym/running partner....a friend.

Going through a major depressive time and in the process have started to lose myself. I look in the mirror and don't know who I am anymore...I feel so dull and unattractive and Everytime I try to get out of this funk my healthy habit (eating right, working out, being active/productive and working on my goals) only last 2 days or maximum a week...I've lost 10 pounds in the last few weeks just from being so sad I can't keep food down. I cry a lot and can't seem to appreciate anything I've done because I know I can do so much more for myself and kids. I feel so alone ..even though I like my space and being independent...I hate not having a true friend in my life...I am definitely here to meet new ppl and have play dates for my kids but I feel like being friends as moms should be the first goal...I really want to start running again when my boys are with their dad on his weekends and I have free time as well as go to the gym, shopping, stuff like that. I'm even trying to get my license and would love a non judgemental person to help me study/practice (I've been determined to learn to drive and get my license before this year is over) I want to talk crap about douche bag men and share life stories and watch girly movies and be able to cry it out with my future best friend.lol Sorry for the long rant but ultimately I just want to connect with another woman without all the superficial bs that comes with it. Anyone else going through something and it's affecting their health and would like to get on the right path...reach out and maybe we can meet up and run it out or work out and get our bodies right together to start. I'm open to planning something soon. Im sick of being inside and friendless ALL the time...where the real girlies at that wanna see each other flourish (and ain't homewreckers.lol)...message me. LETS GET IT...lets build each other up and make sure our kids have the best versions of their mom's ever.