@🌻Desy🌻 Thank you so much for this. This would really help. I think we need to work more on communication first.
You say you're devoted to church. Is there an older couple at your church who you look up to, who you could ask to mentor you and hold you accountable? You can get together with the wife, your husband with the husband, and all of you together. Just do life together, but also talk about issues and how to resolve them wisely and biblically.
I’ve found this podcast to be helpful for perspective in relationships. https://open.spotify.com/show/4o5W38nz0I6bBNpvm2Qmfh?si=MuQgqxTxQNKYNtRpuVf37A Also, I’m not married but I have heard the first year is usually pretty hard so you are not alone. Lots of changes happen and it takes time. Things will get better. ❤️
Also I’d recommend EPT therapy. For me, it’s helped get to the root issues much faster and resolved a lot. While it is not cheap, it’s definitely been worth it for me. https://successoverflows.com
I'll upload a bunch of devotionals from our couple's Bible. You read them together & answer the reflection questions. Any particular area of stress you know you need help in?