African

So I’m African and I feel like I just lost both of my parents because my baby father is African-American and with the culture difference and everything is going on they won’t accept him. I’m 23 and they feel like I wasted my life and sometimes I feel like I made the wrong decision to as well because I always want a family orientated base family but me choosing him over my media families the consequences I get now feel alone because his family Liked me, but they don’t accept me as well so I don’t even have his family. They’re all fake so now is just me by myself and my child and my parents don’t wanna talk to me and I don’t wanna be fake and pretend like I’m a part of their big family when I know deep inside the only dealing with me because of circumstances before I was nine months pregnant me and my baby father was homeless and they used to talk crap make me feel bad because I had stop dancing and went back to Jesus I wanted to do things the right way so I was like the most ugliest stage of my life ever so now I’m finally getting back on my feet, but I can never forget how they made me feel and the things that they said even dealing with my baby father They call me a dumb and this and that, but at the same time this is the man that y’all raised and released out to the wolves and my gullible self just happened to be caught up in the mix, but still trying to be an adult