Girl, I’m in the same boat. I feel so blessed for having the baby daddy/boyfriend that I do but I have been RAGING. I’m a literal lunatic 😭🤣 I also have the worst anxiety and everything about pregnancy makes me anxious.
I've been a witch day and night. Extremely short fuse. My poor husband...
Have you talked to your psychiatrist or the doctor who manages your medication? There are also perinatal psychiatrists who specialize in medical management during pregnancy, at least in the US. Maybe they can help?