if you can message me directly I would love to help you out 🥺 I know exactly how you feel.. ❤️🩹
Depending on where you live there are organizations, an they especially help with moms. I found a place for myself when I was pregnant, they provided me with housing (in an apartment with a roomate but we didn’t share anything but a kitchen) they help you for 18 months. You pay little to no rent, my rent was 60 dollars at the time but they didn’t even try to press me with it when I didn’t have it. They also provided child care for when I was finishing college (I didn’t take it because my fiancé or boyfriend at the time had him) but they provide whether you decide to go to college or work. They helped with my needed bills and stuff that the baby needed as well since I had just had the baby, they also did it with other moms there of course. They help you with resumes, getting work, they do a lot. I stayed with them for a year and ended up moving out with my fiancé because they helped me put a down payment on another apartment with him and it’s the best thing ever. That program the best.
You got this! You can get out of that if needed be!
Firstly, I hope you're doing okay. And well done for making the decision to leave I don't know where in the world you love but depending on where you are there are organisations and support out there to help people leave bad relationships. Failing that, start stashing away money every chance you can, buy gift cards when you go grocery shopping and put them aside, sell anything you think is worth some money. Maybe see if you can get a part time job? Wishing you all the best