Emotionally drained
I don’t even know what to do anymore, 6 years with the father of my child. He never changes, he emotionally and mentally abuses me. He has these narcissistic traits. We have a 5 year old, I can’t even imagine having more kids with him, I’d fall into more of a depressive state. He’s ruined me, I feel so broken and not myself at this point
I’ve been with my kids dad for seven years now. He never changes either. Emotionally, mentally, and has been physically and financially abusive. I’ve been dumb by making excuses for him and thinking that I could help him change. Probably about six or seven months ago I realized that it’s a dead end. I had sex with him only like twice in the span of eight months and I got pregnant again. 🤦♀️ Now I’m gonna have my fourth kid and I’m on lists for financial aid for childcare and waiting lists for low income apartments so i can leave him. I’m six months pregnant and work like 15 hours on Saturdays and Sundays. Girl leave before you end up getting pregnant again. I cry every single day because of who I chose to have children with. He’s been tainting my motherhood journey. Don’t let yours do that to you. Leave while you only have one kid with him. Im sorry you feel this way :( ❤️🩹But i understand you 💯 just start making a plan to get out while its still relatively easy to