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I’m done
I’ve been dealing with really bad postpartum depression for four months i have been hospitalized three times for heart issues. I’m the family bread winner so I went back to work at 10 weeks because I was out of leave. I have completely lost myself. I desperately wanted to breast feed till she was at least a year but had to stop due to my health issues. It has really messed me up makes me feel like she doesn’t need me. Today while driving I thought about jsut driving into the back of the car in front of me. I have a drs appointment Friday.
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@Royal i am aware. I have an appointment Friday with my doctor. I refuse to ever go back to Baptist downtown after they almost killed me 3 weeks ago when I went in for my heart issues.
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I’m so sorry to hear you’re going through such a difficult time. There are urgent places in the area to help immediately including Baptist Downtown, Mental Health Resource Center and Shands provide inpatient mental health care available 24/7. You will speak with a therapist and a mental provider to receive medications. It is pertinent you care for yourself and get the help needed to get you through tough period in your life.