You hang in there! PP depression is no joke. Had it with my first. What helped me finally is getting help/nanny. And then i started physically removing myself from baby attachment and leaving the house for a few hours. Game changer
In the thick of it right now mama! So happy you have a supportive loving hubby to recognize that and love you that way! OB suggested leaving the house for 2 hours 1 time a week scheduled and not with baby. You’ve got this beauty!
I’m on day one of being diagnosed