Looking for true friends!

I really need so much support rn I’m struggling and feeling so dang depressed😭!! Having no friends or really even family to talk to without being judged, it just really sucks man and watching my only 2 year son being sad and go thru this heartbreak too just makes me feel so worthless🥹! But can’t talk to anyone about this knowing if imma get h@te or be judged as it’s happens way too often🥲