Would you leave ?

My boyfriend is constantly getting mad at me. I get yelled at , at least once a day and told to get out like once a week. I’ve become so numb and I fantasize about what it’s like to not have to answer to him or have anxiety about every little thing I do. I have a plan in my place on how I’d get my stuff out and where I would go. But I also worry I will somehow for some reason regret walking away. What are your suggestions?