Nope he’s everything I prayed for in a husband ♥️
As of right now I feel like I’m settling . He says he’s gonna change and be better. We shall see
I always find myself questioning if he would rather be with someone else. But otherwise no. I think we are good for each other. I appreciate how smart and hardworking he is. He has a lot of trauma though and he yells at our child a lot. But he’s working on it. We’re both in therapy. I don’t think j we would be better off apart.
Sometimes I struggle with understanding myself and what I want in a relationship. I think that’s what makes it hard for me at times…
I think what really has helped me through difficult times is asking who I’d want to go through difficult times with. It’s always him. We are both growing up together. Even through those hard times I know I love him. He’s a great dad and a great man. So I would hope to believe we are soulmates meant for each other. I do not know what would’ve happened in my life if I never met him.