I didn’t know where else to post this.

My LG is almost 3 months old and she is almost always in her swing. I have anticipatory anxiety and it sucks. I would love nothing more than to love her and show her attention/affection, I’m just scared something might happen if I get attached. I absolutely love her to death, but I don’t think I’d be able to deal with losing her if I get too attached. I had 4 miscarriages before I got pregnant with her and she is my rainbow baby.