Anyone awake?

So my 20 month hold has had crappy sleep in weeks and I’ve become so numb to sleep when I even sleep I don’t even feel like I’ve slept, now in disbelief that he hasn’t woke up yet ( in previous nights he would wake up every hour) I also have to handle the husbands snoring…oh the things we mums have to tolerate.. we should be awarded every months wth is this life