You're certainly not the only one feeling like this. Motherhood is hard and incredibly lonely at times but rest assured you're doing a fantastic job. Hope you manage to find a piece of you again soon, be kind to yourself and maybe take some time to do something for you when someone can take care of your little ones for a couple of hours xx
Anyone I speak to at my workplace who has been on maternity says they could not wait to come back to work so don’t worry you are not the only one. It does not make you less of a good mother or mean you love them any less. Staying at home is just not for everyone. Ultimately most people do actually need to work so honestly I think it’s good you are looking forward to going back to work.
You are not alone, I feel the same, we are going to be alright, lots of love and kisses fro here.
Your not alone ❤️