Feeling down

My husband is in military training, so he doesn’t have a lot of privileges, I am feeling regretful for being pregnant and having feelings of not wanting to be pregnant anymore definitely not bonding with my bump. My husband is so busy, he doesn’t really have time to think or talk about Being pregnant. I told him I had these feelings and he looked so sad but I wanted to be honest with him. my pregnancy has been rough and I have been very sick. I need to find a community I just moved here 4 weeks ago. Thank you for any support