what is going onnnnn !! 🤯

Whats the heaviest thing u can think of..

Aw I’m sorry :( I would try balancing chakras

Read Job.. its really good. 1 peter 5:8,, the devil roams seeking whom he can devour. I tend to think when we draw closer to the Lord,, satan is on our back even more. Not sure if you've gotten to the part where Jesus spends 40days and 40 nights in the desert, satan tempts him everyday to get him to just end it. Its definitely spiritual warfare. This is your test.. rebuke that depression and push thru, put that worship music on and just vibe in the spirit. 🙏🏽 feel free to message me if you'd like🩷 you got this hun

A lot of my friends use bible apps & log in on live worship streams or weekly bible studies to keep them in community. It is hard to believe on your own, I think having a positive community in any faith you have will keep you grounded & balanced. Good luck to you all ♡ amen

The flesh and the Spirit are not only opposed to one another; the Apostle Paul's description of this conflict in Galatians 5 makes it clear that they are mortal enemies. The desire of the flesh is set against the desire of the Spirit. And these are in direct opposition to one another.

Take your time and focus on God when you can he understands you and he knows what you’re going through so don’t ever stop believing but also believe in yourself to know that you’re able to pray to know that you’re able to rely on God when you can’t rely on yourself

I agree with angel it’s spiritual warfare. The enemy is trying to keep you. Think of your relationship with God as your relationship with your husband. You wouldn’t go more than a few hours without talking. If you can’t sit down and read the word. Listen to it. And pray the Lord draws you near and helps you with self discipline and self control. Also as an ex newager. I would recommend not partaking in anything new age(sage,crystals ect) and staying away from sin.

The advice above is awesome! The devil doesn’t go after who he already has he goes after who he doesn’t. Also know God sends challenges too. Force yourself till it happens naturally. Open ur book turn on ur praise. And rebuke and rebuke. So many demonic spirits attached to us and things in our homes and ppl we know.

Is it the devil trying to bring you down? You gotta rebuke that and any other negative spirits trying to bring your spirit down. If it's a test from God, pray for strength and guidance. Best of luck!

I think you’re going through a spiritual awakening. The deeper i became spiritual, i would feel tired. I would see spirits during bible study, prayers, etc. I think the closer we are to God, the closer we are to the truth. He is exposing the darkness if that makes sense. He is exposing what you can’t see. I’ve became stronger mentally, more fearless, and able to deal with it more and more each day. I am thankful because its better to know. I realize i have a gift, a lot of us do and each gift is different.

My ex’s mom who is very religious, does bible study and goes to church every sunday says she has a gift and its that she will always find the truth. Well its true, you cant lie to this woman lol she finds things out right away.

Its up to you to figure it out. You are definitely on a spiritual journey now. Its not easy. My journey beat me up before I received any enlightenment lol keep working on yourself and keep worshipping him. You’re on the right path

I agree 100% with everything says here. The closer you get to Jesus, the more trials, test and temptations you will experience. But like Jesus said. Be of courage because He has already overcome the world. The enemy does not like that you are pursuing Jesus, he will begin to speak lies because He is the father of lies. I know everyone has their options but I will not encourage you to try anything outside of Jesus Christ. For he is"the way, the truth & the life! No one can come to the Father except through him." Go before him & lay all those heavy burdens, stay in his presence & tarry for the Holy Spirit which is already within you & he will give you his peace. The Holy spirit will comfort you. God is not a man that He should lie, for his word says he who the Son (Jesus) sets free, is free indeed! Rebuke the devil, resist him & he will flee from you. I tell you in a world filled with chaos, corruption & my own trials I can say that I am experiencing complete rest. 🙏🏾❤️

Thank you, ladies. 💕
I appreciate every single one of you and your words.
I do believe is the enemy too, I do believe is him trying to keep me away as he has done all this time, it’s so hard 🥺
Once you know the truth, you can’t escape from it, my heart feels so heavy.
I pray that Jesus can get me through this, I know He Will 🙏🏻 but in the meantime… ugh 😭

Love and hugs to y’all, keep spreading the word of God for those like me, who feel like they lost their soul. ❤️‍🩹🙏🏻

Luke 9:24

One more piece of advice to help you my sister in Christ. Google David Diga Hernandez Ministry. I would say he has good teachings which helps with what you're going through.

How to break stubborn strongholds (permanently) you can start there, subscribe to the channel. Pray about this pastor first of course and I'm pretty sure the Lord will give you the knowledge, wisdom and understanding on how to conquer through his word! Ephesians 6:10-18 Put on the full Amor of God. God bless you, the victory is yours in Jesus name! 🙏🏾❤️

I struggle with this constantly if I am not fully emerged in the word or if I start to slack off from praying and worshiping! Jesus wants us to depend upon Him! He wants us to constantly seek out to. Him