in Raleigh
Hate motherhood
Is it normal to hate motherhood and dislike my baby? She hasn’t been happy since the day she was born. Hates everything, cries all everyday. Tried everything you can think of medications for myself, classes, therapy, etc. she hates the world and life and I can’t fucking take it anymore. She doesn’t have any acid reflux or colic. Doc has sent us to many specialists.
It is normal. It sounds like you may have post partum depression which is also completely normal. I had it with all 3 of my children. It did eventually go away. But it took work. The best advice I can give is to fake it until you make it. Your baby can sense how you feel by your tone and body language. Hopefully you have a village around you to help during this tough time. I’m available to message anytime. No judgement. I will be thinking of you.