The dark place
It’s been almost a week since I packed up and moved 6 hours away from my hometown and while I stand by my decision… I’m struggling mentally with everything. Between the stress of unpacking, being sick for the first 3 days and not really having anyone to talk to about it is sending me into a spiral. I can’t even call my therapist because I don’t live in the same state anymore🫠 I knew this would be a lot to take in but it’s just hitting me that I have to essentially start all over. Between finding a job, daycares, friends, unpacking my mind is everywhere. My boyfriend is super supportive but I feel like if I express to him how I’m feeling he’ll think I’m second guessing or get frustrated with my emotions.
I literally can’t stop crying. I just wanna stay in bed and not move but I know I have to be productive. I feel myself getting into that weird space and I hate it but it’s like I can’t run from it. Idk what to do..
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Message me Mama. I don't know what you have going on but I will listen, and be there for you.
We are all here for you. You are stronger than you think. Please try self compassion, self care and self love. It will be the hardest thing but you can do it. Try something that soothes you. A nice smelling candle, some flowers. And you can text me.
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There is definitely a reason for such a decision, focus on it. I believe that you will manage to find strength within yourself. New things are always exciting, but you are stronger than you think.