You think u can hurt me

Me and him went to town the other day and we decided we was hungry so i even payed for his food and he has a crush on the female famous footballer and I caught on his phone once him trying to look up sexy/naked pics of her so we sat there having a good day I'm eating away also he dont know I know he did that. So we sat there and he gose omg I say what he gose there's that female footballer who plays for City I seen her and my heart instantly dropped and broke 💔 as to why the fuck was he getting so excited his legs even started going and she fucking smiled at him n he did it back to her whilst I'm sat there 9 months pregnant in comfy flares and a fleece n just had my hair up she's all stunning n I'm sat there looking like that knowing a girl he wants to fuck and fancys has just smiled at him and he did back n he got excited when he seen her.... I didn't wanna eat the rest of my food I just felt sick and so hurt but had to pretend like I didn't know