Feeling lifeless

I've been going through a lot mentally my anxiety and depression has been very high my child's father left me and I'm basically so hurt and angry with myself that I did not listen to nobody I should've known we weren't gonna work out now I'm alone and has nothing to do with our child I feel so sick and have been having terrible thoughts with myself but I'm trying so hard to stay strong for my baby I'm so tired of waking up so sick and depressed everyday , he talks to me like I’m a piece of shit and already off to the next woman already , I’ve been feeling real suicidal lately but I’m trying so hard not to lose my baby but I feel like I’ve failed myself and my baby now he won’t have a good father figure and I’m doing this all alone I’m so hurt I feel so worthless

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So many mothers go through anxiety and depression postpartum and with your break up on top of that I can only imagine how heavy that must feel. Definitely seek out professional help. You will get through this, there is hope for your future. It would be great for you to have community , if you can get connected at a church. You don’t want to isolate when you’re going through this. One day you will look back and be so happy you are on the other side of this time. Everyone has their troubles , you can get through this & be stronger for it. It’s good that you have so much will to be strong for your baby 💙

You are going through a very difficult time and it is normal to have those feelings. You are not alone and I’m sure you are doing great in looking after your little one despite all of this. You are not alone and I would encourage you to link in with your midwife/health visitor as there is a lot of support available and they would be able to recommend the best option for you. Alternatively, the Samaritans have a telephone helpline if you would find useful speaking with someone. Please remember you are the best mom for your child, you are great, you are doing incredibly well and you will get through this. There is a lot of strength in you and you are brilliant 💕

@Jesse Thankyou so much 🙏🏾 trying

@Andreea Thankyou so much for, trying 🙏🏾

I know it seems hard right now mama but no matter what this is only temporary. Just hold that baby close and listen to the life you gave. 💙💙

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