Influenza a

Is it okay to be so worn down from your kids and the flu. All I'm doing today is crying. I snapped on my kiddos when I didn't mean to . I'm so sick. My body aches are so bad I fell . My husbands at work but when he's sick he's never alone with the kids so he don't understand. I need a break I'm so so exhausted. I feel like a piss poor mom because laundry's just piling up. Sink full of dishes. Trash needs to be taken out. I just need a break from the kids right now. Am I a bad mom for that?