Cbf

I almost debated the same thing at one point in my life but I came to realize that a pill or medication isn’t going to make my deep feelings about the person I was with go away. These are tools to help aid you in your general healing whether it is trauma, anxiety etc they are not a cure all for every type of sadness and the reason behind it 🥲 from experience. ❤️

@Jodi I appreciate it ,I keep talking to him about it but not much has changed but we've been together for almost 4 years ,he took my son on when he was 2 weeks old and has been there since for my son and his daughter ,but it's stressful as he's ment to be my carer and all he does is sleep till late in the afternoon when I could have a seizure at any point , but then I'm the stupid one that goes back to him because he makes me smile ,laugh and actually happy some of the time better than most men iv been with 🤷

@Shonagh Charlie I do understand exactly what you’re saying. I would also be stuck when someone really stepped up in a huge way like he did. I guess I would wonder is he struggling as well with anything? Is he hard to get his feelings out? I hope you two can work through this. Deep down I don’t think he is a bad person if he’s done so much before. Wishing you the best

@Jodi he's a brilliant father and an amazing carer when it comes to my epilepsy and autism. But he apologised for what he done in the past, and doesn't want to risk loosing me or his daughter or my son again, he's slowly helping with chores and bills but currently out of work so I think that's pulling him down due to the fact he's been working since 17 and is now 31 this year xx