Struggling with my relationship with God

I hate that I feel this way. I’m pregnant with my 2nd child (baby boy) and have a 4 year old lil girl. I’m diabetic and have been lied to, they’ve been trying to scare me about all the risks of having a natural labor. And unfortunately I fell for it. I worry so much and today I went in for my 37 week check up and they wanna push for a c-section next week because the baby is big he’s 8 pounds currently I have been struggling trusting God throughout this pregnancy and I rlly hate that. I’ve been worrying way too much and idk how to stop. In the first few weeks I would go to appts very worried. And it may also be that I had 2 miscarriages prior to this pregnancy and I have PTSD idk. I’ve been praying for my baby boy since I found out I was pregnant and every appt has been easy. His tests all come back normal and he’s healthy. I just don’t know how to get over the worries. Part of me feels like the enemy’s presence is near in the form of a person I know. My bf (soon to be ex) doesn’t have a relationship with God and gives off certain energy. No I’m not blaming him but idk. What do I do? How can I fix this?

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Is it possible for you to chat with me privately?

@Jamayah yea I can message you

I think if eveything has been good and healthy in your pregnancy then you could totally go for a vaginal birth. But I’d also keep in mind the c section. Like if you don’t progress or if labor is taking a long time or pushing takes a long time something like that you could just go to a c section. Think in your mind where you’d want to shift gears. A c section is not terrible or the easy way out or not labor you can totally do it and it be great. It could be what you and baby need. But that’s up to you. If eveything is going good then don’t do it. But if they start saying to do a c section then do that.

Have you considered having a doula? I am One & I would love to talk to you as well. But what I can tell you is to seek God. Seek him above all, ask him for clarity, direction, and to help you make the right decisions concerning your son. He will answer!

@✨Wis 🇭🇹 what is a foul

@Gabrielle typo, I meant to say doula

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