Long time coming (vent)

Just hit 6 months pp and my partner wants to call it quits. He says it’s not me and he’s the issues. That he can’t take care of others if he can’t even take care of himself. I feel hurt that I wasn’t the space he wanted/needed to grow. I’m hurt that he let me live in this delusional fairytale that he loved me so much that he wants to work things out. I’m hurt that I believed everything would eventually get better when he didn’t try. Anytime I tried to help him or dive deep he wouldn’t let me. I want him to be better so I told him that I’ll let him go. I will not make him stay with me if he does not want to choose me. But I can’t help but feel bitter. He said he losing himself, that he doesn’t know who he is anymore; what about me? He said he’s depressed and he doesn’t know who to talk to and everytime I tried to talk to him or advised him to therapy he would ignore me. I’m on antidepressants and I’m still crying all the time, he never once asked me if I’m okay. I’m so tired of having to tip toe around him that I’m glad finally I done have to. But I’m angry that I needed his permission to break up, why am I feeling this way. I’m just at a lost for words. I just don’t feel like I was good enough.. did I not matter?..