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from time to time i get this feeling i wish i never had my baby and i just mourn my old life so much and more than what i thought i would, my baby was not planned at all but i fell pregnant unexpectedly. when i was 1 week postpartum my childhood dog got put to sleep and i just felt weak and about from a week after that i felt it would be best to put my baby boy up for adoption maybe he will have a better life with other people who wouldn’t think twice about leaving them. i now sometimes think from time to time i wish i never had him and how i miss my old body my old life and everything i used to do. it isn’t his fault but i just feel like i’m doing it all on my own and i feel so lost and don’t know what to do.
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This is a common feeling, especially if you aren’t getting the help that you need, do you have someone you trust to talk to? If not maybe try the mental health services in your area? Sounds like PPD. You aren’t alone though and wishing u the best 🩷
i would suggest getting someone to look after him for just a day or weekend and just do something for YOU. i dealt with this and surprisingly, getting a job helped a lot. remember, you matter just as much as your baby, and he would want you to be happy because you're his whole world
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I think it’s quite common, especially to feel that self doubt. At the end of the day it’s about how your son feels and what you do for him, if he’s well cared for and looked after you’re doing an amazing job! It’s really not easy, and I’m here if you need to talk x