What would you do?

Hey there mamas! Before I start, please don’t be mean. I’m a fellow mama who’s extremely depressed and doesn’t need any unkind interactions to add on top of that. That being said… my children are getting older and my partner and I have decided we’re complete with our family. I want to get my pre-mom bod back, but as some of you know there are some things fitness can only help so much with. I work in an industry where my tips are my main source of income, since my paychecks are just minimum wage. My main clientele is men, which means I get better tips when I present myself in a more attractive manner. The owner of my job has in the past sponsored/donated to their women employees for their mommy makeovers. They haven’t done this in a minute, but the topic has come up in conversation repeatedly, and as recent as yesterday. So, my questions are… 1. Would it be tacky of me to ask my boss if they still did this, what the other women did to get their financial assistance, and if I could do that as well. And 2. If by some luck they still do and would donate to me getting a mommy makeover, does that look “trashy” or weird on my part? A part of me feels weird going out of my way to bring the conversation up to them. And another part of me is wondering if this would make me come across as disgraceful, which I don’t wish for at all. Hence why I’m asking other mom’s opinions who may see where I’m coming from and offer honest (and kind) advice.