Symptoms - dreaded wait for ultrasound

Every talks about how hard the TWW wait is, but the wait for your first ultrasound is actually much harder! I’m 6w3d and have fatigue, headaches and cramping/hip pain. I know it’s all real, but I feel like I keep gaslighting myself. My ultrasound will be at 10w1d… I don’t know how I’m going to make it that long! I need proof this baby is in there! Haha