Can’t cope

I’ve had such a hard day with baby, she hasn’t let me put her down all day, been counting down the minutes for my husband to come home from work. He doesn’t come back, he goes straight to the gym with his friend, after the gym he gets home, I ask him to hold her so I can use the toilet and he says he’s going out with his other friends. He’s looking for the house key and I ask how late he’s gonna be because I don’t lock the front door until midnight when I go up to bed and he’s like “late”. wtf I’m so upset, baby is screaming when trying to feed her, I just want to have a shower. Why does he do this? I wish I could go to my mums house. I just want to wash my hair that’s it, I’m so frustrated, I don’t care that he has these luxuries of going out with his friends, it’s the fact he knows I’ve had an awful day and has decided to go out ? He was home literally long enough for him to get changed. He’s so useless, I do all the night feeds and whenever he usually gets home from work when I ask for help he says he’s too tired. He does nothing. Then he calls me from work and asks me to help him with his work. I’m practically a single mother at this point. And yes I’ve asked him to do more, he says he will and then he does nothing. He won’t even wash her bottles for me. He’s a man child. I feel so guilty, did I make the wrong decision having a child with this useless idiot? I don’t regret my little princess, I just wonder if I made the wrong decision in who her dad is. I’m probably just being dramatic because I’m upset.