Teething Meltodown

My baby Joey is 6mo old and teething like crazy lately and it’s throwing off our semi-routine. He’s been extra needy and clingy and I can’t seem to get things done around the house. It’s driving me nuts!!! It’s been stressful 😓 It’s been testing my patience (I have very little of it.. I know I’m working on it😞) and I catch myself yelling at my baby. I feel guilty and so bad right after and I just cry in the other room. I had a melt down yesterday and had to call my sister for help. I feel so bad and guilty, I don’t want to inconvenience anyone or be judged when I ask for help like they think I can’t take care of my baby. I definitely have some insecurities with being a FTM I’m just trying to do it all and when I get frustrated or fall short I also forget to self-care (like really bad). It’s hard to balance it all. And on top of that I have a husband that’s amazing but I have no sex drive at the end of a long day. I’m not fulfilling his needs and I feel so bad! I really just can’t get it together😣 I just feel like I’m a SAHM and I should be able to manage it all. And I feel defeated and depleted when I fall short.