I’m so sorry it’s the worse feeling I’m pregnant with my rainbow and the constant anxiety…. Is real . I have times I don’t let myself be happy because of the fear and trauma of last time. I will say having ultrasounds done frequently the first trimester helped a lot with the reassurance even though sometimes as I just hit the second trimester I still get those feelings. I put faith these are our rainbow babies ❤️
Yes, truly as terrible as it sounds… I wholeheartedly think me not being attached to this pregnancy had helped as I am much less stressed due to my many previous MCs. Each ultrasound and heartbeat heard is a godsend and helps so much. They sell Dopplers which I would recommend and maybe doing a private ultrasound between 4 week scans? I’m further along than I have ever been and am just not starting to feel excited (although still nervous). My thoughts have been as long as I’m not heavy bleeding everything seems fine!!
🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 praying for a healthy pregnancy
I’m sincerely sorry for your loss and just got back on the app after seeing your message. My prayers are with you and your family! ❤️ I had a miscarriage on the day of my 2nd wedding anniversary on June 4th and I am feeling much better now. I decided to stay in this group and celebrate all the babies being born in January! Sending prayers for you! 🙏
I also had a chemical pregnancy/miscarriage right before getting pregnant with this January baby ❤️🩹 I still can’t believe it some days, but now that my bump is getting more visible, it’s such a relief. Praying for you and your rainbow baby too! ❤️
@Melea same. I’m still nervous! That’s normal.
My first pregnancy ended in loss - would’ve been due next month so I’m only now redownloading this app since this second pregnancy is nearly double as far as I was when I lost my first. The grief is unimaginable until you’ve been through it, and it is hard sometimes to not let the anxiety overwhelm me when I try to let myself be excited, but I do still find things to let myself be excited by. I’m so sorry for what you’ve been through. It’s the worst club to join ❤️
Sorry you had to go through that previously but what a blessing you’re carrying another baby! Sending all the well wishes of a healthy pregnancy & safe delivery for you & baby as your angel watches over you!😇