Anyone else so nervous 😬 🌈

Congrats mama! I’ve also had 2 miscarriages this year! And have an 8 year old. Praying for the both of us❤️

@Ella thankyou! Fingers crossed for both of us this time we get our rainbows 🌈 xx

@Piper I’m the same. Checking every time I wipe 🙄 just hoping this one sticks! Fingers crossed for us all xx

@Joo yes pregnancy is never the same after a loss I said this to my sister in law who’s also just found out she’s pregnant she’s never lost a pregnancy and is so happy she’s going around telling everyone she’s pregnant ect and planning names and clothes where as I can’t even think about them things all I can look to is making it to 12 week mark 😩😢 xx

@Piper oh bless you. Only my partner knows atm and I so desperately want to tell a friend but I’m also worried soon as I tell them something will go wrong but at the time if it does work out I want someone to talk to (I spend more time with her than my partner as we work together) x

@Joo only my husband, dad and brother and sister in law know as when Iv missed carried in the past they have suppprted me ect but won’t tell anyone else x

@Joo my sister in law found out she was pregnant I was there when she did the. Test and within 10 mins she had called all her family and friends and was planning names ect same day as finding out and I felt jealous that I didn’t get that joy feeling she has ect xx

@Piper I feel like I need to tell one of the work girlies just incase for either way. Oh no that’s a lot of people to tell x

@Joo yes that’s how I felt when she was calling everybody I was like in my head how can you tell everybody when you don’t know if you will lose it… and it dawned on me she doesn’t have that fear as she has never lost a baby she has 1 child currently and was a easy pregnancy with her first so she’s not worried at all with her second… where as Iv had 5 miscarriages and feel completely nervous wreck most days any cramp has me running to check for blood… and like said felt jealous of her for not having that fear to be completely oblivious to losing a pregnancy’s

@Piper it is so hard isn’t it. I’ve had 2 early losses and now I’m testing twice and day to check on progression lines because that was my first tail tail sign x

@Joo I’m the same Iv had 5 miscarriages, one at 5 weeks that started with bleeding one at 6 weeks started with bleeding then I had a twin eptopic in December that’s just one at 7 weeks that first sign was bleeding then I had a second eptopic in January on my cervix that ended on its own at 4 weeks and then my last miscarriage was a blighted ovum at I got to 8 weeks with but the first sign something was wrong was my test we’re not progressing the way they should it tork ages I got my first positive at 11dpo and got 1-2 weeks on a digital but it didn’t change for 3 weeks it stayed at 1-2 weeks and then the week it went to 2-3 a few days later I started to bleed and had a scan that confirmed it was a blighted ovum and I was miscarrying… so this time I got a positive test at 8-9dpo and haven’t done a digital till I was 15dpo which was yesterday as was frightened it would say 1-2 weeks again it was relived it said 2-3 but I’m still testing 2-3 times a day to see if test lines are getting

Darker as I’m worried if they don’t it will be a blighted ovum again I’m completely paranoid I don’t even wanna call the hospital to tell them I’m pregnant as I’m supposed to have a scan at 6 weeks because of previous eptopics but I feel like once I tell them it will just all gone wrong again and I can’t face the doctors looks of I’m sorry it’s gone wrong again look I just wanna ignore it all till I’m 9-10 weeks Ian’s just see what happens if I bleed at least I know it’s over without the doctors disappointment as well x

@Piper oh bless you! Do what you think is best. I’m going to make a doctors appointment on Friday (my day off work) and see if there’s anything they can do to help me between now and the 6week mark x

Congratulations, we just found out we are pregnant again today after 2 miscarriages this year!! Very scared excited and hopeful 🙏🙏

@Sara it is such a scary moment but always happy at the same time. Fingers crossed all goes well for you this time xx