Early testing after 5 day embryo transfer

It's like emotional cutting but I can't stop 🤦‍♀️ Transfer was on August 1st, and I have tested every morning and evening since the 3rd. All negatives (obviously) but it's getting to me. My first IVF transfer that led to my toddler I got my first at home bfp on day 7 after transfer, Idk why I'm so nutty this time around. Not sure if I'm looking for advice, or just needing to vent and share my insanity lol.