Does it get better?

Hi all, I am three weeks post TFMR. It’s was a really fast and sudden process for me as I had found out at 23 weeks that my previously perfectly healthy baby boy was severely underdeveloped and I had lost all of my amniotic fluid meaning there was no way for him to grow to a size that he would be viable. Because it was a Catholic hospital, They had originally told me I just had to wait for his heart to stop and then have a stillbirth. However, my Doctor actually called me separately outside of the hospital to inform me of the option to terminate, however because my state does not allow it passed 23 + 6 weeks, I had to act fast. Everything after felt like a blur, my husband and I cried for days and shut our selves out from the world until I could have the D & C. Since then I have gone back to work and tried to move on, but am honestly in a very dark place right now. This was my first and only child so it’s been extremely challenging to cope with this lose. I also work a job where I am constantly meeting new people and am right around the age where many people my age are having kids. I get asked a lot of I have kids and don’t know what to say. I know 3 weeks isn’t long but it’s hard to even imagine my future now, let alone a happy one right now. That’s why I just want to know if and when it got better for you all? Any advice to grieving and coping process?