For me it’s that he is my last (3 in total) so it’s all the ‘lasts’ that have happened. Last mat leave, last year of having a little one this small ever again, last ‘baby’s first Xmas’ etc 🥺 and I feel the same, it’s been so busy and flown by - out of all of them this baby has by far gone the quickest for me even though I have slowed right back down to try and soak up every last drop of it 😢
Honestly yes! All the change, baby starting nursery, me adjusting to life back working, all of it is sooooo scary but just got to trust that we’ll be fine once we’re used to it but it currently breaks my heart the thought!
Yes this makes sense thank you! I feel really irritated that its going to be a near year and couldnt figure out why x
Yes totally, and especially with her being my last (third). She starts nursery and I go back to work. Also stopped breastfeeding this week. It has been a chaotic year with 3 children and gone so fast. I’m so fearful of the next year but trying to trust that this next chapter will be good once I settle into it.
https://www.instagram.com/p/DEN7jKxz7wg/?igsh=dXhhMjJ3a3QweG5x saw this on Instagram and think it got me reflecting!