I’m going crazy.

Talking to a new dude and I feel insane. After my baby daddy I didn’t think I would be able to genuinely care about anyone for AWHILE and I didn’t plan to at all, but this is the first dude since we split that I could actually potentially see myself trying to make something with. I find myself thinking bout the guy 24/7 and it’s fucking ridiculous. He already had 1 kid and I have 2. The other day we had sex for the first time and I haven’t gotten on birth control since giving birth to my last baby 3 months ago. We were talking about how insane it would be if I got pregnant again (knock on wood) and we don’t want that. But it made me start thinking about if we did lol and trust me that is not what I want at this point in my life, not yet anyways. But if it did happen I was thinking about what I would possibly ever name another baby if I had one, what do yall think of the name Theodore Charles?