in New York
maybe I’m cursed with meeting the wrong guys!
this is my second pregnancy and as happy as I am to see my belly grow my partner just isn’t. It’s scary of course nobody is ever ready to be a parent… but you realize men true feelings when your pregnant if they really love you to rub your belly and jump up and down with you with your ultrasound, or the men that curse at you, make you feel even worse and cry, and the heartache feeling of them saying get an abortion. I don’t know why I fall for the men that are so sweet in the beginning just to be the biggest douche. I feel really alone to all my mommies out there I hope you don’t feel the heartache I feel.
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This truly takes a mental effect on you and really affects your relationship with your baby. I am struggling with the anger of the hurt from the ex and how he makes me second guess myself and yet knowing im doing good. Then finding a way to be better with my Son and not so angry. I'm only 3 months freshly moved out. We all need grace. The sooner you give yourself the grace you need the better off you and your baby are going to be!
It is so hard going through pregnancy by yourself. I know it all too well. It definitely brings out a different side of men and it sucks that they show you exactly who they are at that time. If you ever need to talk, message me ! Sending you love mama ❤️
I'm so sorry you've been treated that way, but it will feel so empowering doing it without them. Sending you the biggest hugs and prayers 🫂🙏