Iām right there with you. Iāve had three losses and itās just devastating to think about what could have been. I found out that Natera offers a test called Anora where you can send it tissues and they will help you determine the cause. I hope this time to at least get some answers so that there might be hope for the future. And go ahead and cry. Holding it in just makes everything worse. I cry daily and I think itās helping me process this horrible situation. I can say from my experience that time will help heal, but youāll always have that hole in your heart. Get something to commemorate the pregnancy. Maybe jewelry. I have a few custom pottery pieces with their due dates. And talk to others! Feel free to PM me. I will happily listen and mourn with you. This shit is hard. And it sucks. And not many people really understand.
Iām so sorry youāre going through this š
Sorry your going through this i had 3 losses before having my daughter x
Iām so sorry youāre going through this, it was not your fault in any way! You will never get over it but it will get better, sending you so much love xx