Sorry I know this was 4 weeks ago! Are you feeling any better now? I went back full time when my first was 14 months and I hated every moment of it. Fortunately I fell pregnant with my second pretty quickly, so I was only back for 9 months before another round of maternity. I work one 24hr shift a week now and it's wonderful. My sons are 3.5 and 1.5 x
I dropped from full time to part time 40 to 35 hours. Only lost about £100 a month also changed to longer shifts so i only do 4 day weeks which is a great help aswell x