Back to work

To be honest not looking forward to it, I have to go back through a refresher training course and pass 2 exams to be able to continue it job 🙈

Went back this Monday! My baby boy is 6.5m. I work at a daycare and he attends it. I feel guilty and cry 100% of the time sadly.

I am back at work after 3 months and it is my first week at this new job. I work at the day care my child goes to for the discount and to be able to make a little money. Unfortunately I am not in her class. I still feel torn up and feeling like I’m not doing enough for her because I only see her at my lunch break and at home. Separation anxiety is so real. I’ve gone home crying everyday and debating if I wanna stay but financially I know I can’t support her without some type of income. I’ve also thought about opening up my home to other kiddos. Idk what to do !