SA

I was sa about 2 years ago and i ended up getting my diagnosis of BPD about a month after i never fully recovered from this i had to have my coil removed as i was going to rip it out, anyway his gf keeps popping up on my facebook people you may know (same one from at the time) i contacted her and told her what happened when it happened anywya I went down a rabbit hole and they’ve just had a little girl my heart is breaking I realise now I have to report this I can’t go on longer i regularly think about this and after having my second i need put to sleep to get the coil fitted because of what he did and the fact nobody can go inside me i also had 2 sections so it’s a massive issue Im mad who do i contact to report this? is it the wrong decision i don’t think im doing this out of spite more fear? do I leave trhis or do I at very least report it?