What is wrong with me?

I feel like something has to be wrong with me mentally Every mom/person is like my emergency c section was so traumatic or yours sounds so scary. Massively bleeding, 2 ER visits before they finally did it. Being told we both could’ve died, all that sort of stuff. I don’t feel that way, and it’s making me feel like somethings wrong with me. Why does my brain think it was “easier”? Not having to have the built up anxiety when it was going to happen. Like the lack of control made it easier for me. Just had to let it happen and hope for the best. I feel like I should be like others and scared from it. Yet. I’m not,... I think my husband was more traumatized than I was. The only moment my brain remembers as “scary” was when I asked from behind the curtain if he was breathing because I hadn’t heard him cry yet, but then he screamed and it’s like poof, all better. Please tell me I’m not crazy or broken 😓 I’m pretty sure a few family members think somethings wrong with me because I don’t… react the way they might expect when trying to console me.