Waiting on surgery.

Hey, I’ve just been feeling lost recently, had a horrible weekend there where I couldn’t move around by myself and the pain was unbearable. I actually thought it was my appendix or kidneys. Doctor said it’s probably endometriosis and bowel related. I’ve been feeling lost for a long time, I’m not sure where to turn for advice or a chat, I don’t know anyone with anything similar, I couldn’t find anything online and I just thought maybe if I posted somewhere maybe someone could respond. You guys may not be able to help, I’m just tired of feeling so alone. Apologises for the long post and thank you if you’ve read this 🫶🏻