Yep I’m the same. I’ve been told it’s because we’re so tired our brains can’t function fully enough to form memories.
Same girl! The guilt is terrible. Sending love!! ❤️
Yes! I was in a terrible depressive state with my first born that I had in June of 2022, I cannot remember the newborn stage whatsoever because of that.. he was also colic and I did not have much support so it was a difficult time for me.. I also still carry a lot of guilt and often find myself wishing I could go back and hold him as a second time mom because now with my second born it’s a whole lot better, I’m not considered a “new” mom but an experienced one and I have so much love to give both kids now even if I can’t go back and raise my first born as a second time mom, he just deserved a happy version of me. 🫶🏼
I’m the same exact way!