Fed up

I’m tired of it all. I’m tired of being patient . I’m tired of dealing with all the sacrifices . I’m tired of my husband getting walked all over . I’m tired of him also not doing anything about it . His reasoning is that he doesn’t want to create more drama for his daughter which I commend . However it consumes him when she’s not here then suddenly I and our daughter get the shit end of the stick . Then when he pay for things financially cuz he agrees to anything I have to fill in . Things I never agreed to. I am not complaining about him providing for his daughter. I’m upset that he won’t set boundaries . And yet they have a court order which he doesn’t enforce . What he allows will continue . Things keep getting worse . I hate that I brought a child into this mess because now I find it even harder to leave.