I upped my anti-depressants and met with a therapist my last pregnancy because I felt the same. It helped me get to the end and then things changed. My body wasn't so exhausted and my mind was focused on my kids instead if how miserable I felt. I still have my days, but post-partum has been way better for me and I am starting to feeling like myself again. I am 3 months PP and I have 3 kids.
you got this! i felt like this too, after she was born i swear life did a 180 on me. you can always get an epidural for the pain. you were made for this, you got this!! ❤️❤️ sending love