Don’t give up, honestly sounds like a lot of emotional stress and disappointment you’ve put on yourself. Try to find the positive thinking again and give yourself a chance to relax and have fun with your spouse or take time to take care of you without thinking too much about not being able to right now. I’m sure time will come soon and you’ll find that happiness xx
Maybe not the response you were looking for but i totally feel you. I got pregnant without trying in summer 2023 AND summer 2024 and mc both times almost a year to the day 🥲 it took me forever to get my period back and i’m tracking my cycle and everything which i never did before and no luck. I feel so hopeless and i’m just questioning everything at this point. If you ever want to chat i’m more than happy to 🫶
Everyone is different so you shouldn’t feel disheartened! And everyone’s journey is different! Don’t blame yourself I’m sure one day it will happen for you and it can be very mentally draining and exhausting and it will always be your choice when to give up or to just take a break! I’m so sorry your struggle so much in this battle! I hop you get your rainbow baby soon!! 🌈❤️