Not sure if I sound crazy here ?!!

So before having baby I’m used to sitting in dark room (not depressing vibes, just cosy vibes, candles, little side lamp) I really cannot bare natural light! Always been this way. Soon as my partner opens the blinds I literally have a melt down cos I can see all the dust/marks all over the house and it drives me insane to the point I feel like I’m going to freakkkkkkkk out ! We have roller blinds so when they are up it’s like the sitting room is fully exposed and I just get major anxiety. I’ve always been a bit of a clean freak but after having baby I’m 100% worse a crumb on the floor and I’m losing my mind 🤦🏽‍♀️ is this normal (I know it’s not) or do I need to see someone 😅 I am well aware baby needs sunlight but it’s so hard to adjust!!!

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You could put up voile curtains so that you don't see the dust and dirt

I think you probably do need to see someone. It’s not healthy for you or your baby to be constantly sat in a dark room. Also when they get older they are so messy - my son picked up a muddy stone off the ground and put in his mouth yesterday 🤢. I think you probably need to knock this on the head by seeing a professional before it gets worse.

@Naomi I’ve always had crazy traits since I was younger I think I have a strain of OCD! 😫 he does sit in the room with blinds open with my partner but I just have to leave the room sometimes it gets soooo overwhelming, it is sooo unhealthy and I’m actually dreading him getting older for the mess 😅 he’s only 3 weeks old and I’m petrified for the toys everywhere already hahaha x

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