Just full of bad luck

Well today I found out the true colors of the father of my child I just feel so stupid for keep going back to him and he just keeps doing the same thing over and over again I'm tired of being beat up and im not going to lose my child over this I'm so done that I left without even thinking and only left with a little bit of money if some one can spear something so when I get out the hospital I can get a bus ticket back to dc if you can't help it's ok i put myself in this situation so I understand.